I ain't gonna try no more
I'm done with all these distraction
I just want you



only you...


butterfly kisses

i want to love you
and shower you with care
i want to be there for you
even when you don't want me there

i want to be yours
make no mistake
i`ll stand in front of a car for you
if that's what it takes.

I've been standing here alone
waiting for you
hoping. wishing
you'll want me too

but sometimes things don't go well
as planned
sometimes third parties come
into hand

now you're spending minutes
and crossing states
its killing me to think
am i getting played

i give you my heart
i'd give you my soul
i'm telling you this cause its
not just for show

i want you
i deeply do
question is
do you want me too?

Your face says what it says.
Your eyes they speak with mine,
I know just what it takes,
to make you smile awhile.




Words they say too much


love comes in silence.

why have you been flying by?
you better come back tonight, alone.
i don't want to somehow let you slip away
there's nothing i believe in more than us
nothing is real without you here with me

I'm trying to be strong,
But the strength i have is washing away.
It wont be long,
before i get you by my side
and just.....
hold you,
tease you,
squeeze you and all thats on my mind.

I miss your lips,
I miss your smile.
I even miss,
The times we got wild.

I miss your eyes,
I miss your neck.
I love it most,
Whenever we peck.

I miss your touch,
I miss you close.
I even miss,
Your stuffy nose.

I miss the way our hands touch,
I even miss the way you shock me, much(static)
Feelings like this will never fade,
For you and I were meant to be made.

Quitting is out of the question
When it gets tough
Gotta fight some more

I love Math

I fear that i`ll always be,
A lonely number like root 3.
A 3 is all that's good and right,
Why must my 3 keep out of sight.
Beneath a vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a 9.
For 9 could thwart this evil tricks,
With just some quick arithmetic.
I know I'll never see the sun,
As 1.7321.
Such as my reality,
A sad irrationality.
When hark!
What is this I see,
Another square root of a 3.
As quietly come waltzing by,
Together now we multiply.
Form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer.
We break free from our mortal bond,
With the wave of magic wands.
Our square roots signs become unglued,
The love for me has been renewed

I've changed so much,
And now I've come to see.
That being this someone,
Isn't how it was suppose to be.

I've made my mistakes,
Turning it around.
To let everyone out there,
Know I'll be there to pull them off the ground.

So I'm giving up all my bad habits,
As the start.
Letting everyone out there.
There's room in my heart.

Because its zero gravity with you

You once said that, it was my decision to stick around or live the life that I lead without you.

I told you I'd stick around.

In that moment... I meant every word of it.

But at this moment.

I can't help but still mean every word I said.

Cause I believe in an ordinary fairy tail,

there's a promise of an almost perfect happy end.

Having just short of that... its better than nothing.

So I'll go on loving you, waiting patiently.

Because there's no one out there that I rather be with, than with you.

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Everytime I look up into the sky... I've got you on my mind

Brother from another mother

I can tell you everything, there's nothing to hide,
You were there to listen, even when I cried.
You never care what people think,
We work out everything, even the little kinks.

I never get to say what I feel,
I never wanted to make a big deal.
The time has come, I think you should know,
You mean so much to me, though it may not show.

This is all so hard for me to say,
But I couldn't do it in any other way.
You've gained my respect and my trust,
You know without saying, for who I lust.

You're the best guy that I've ever met,
For our friendship, I'll forever be in debt.
I think so highly of you I just thought you should know,
I'm here for you, forever, even when you're feeling low.

If something should happen, to me or you,
I think that it's time you knew.
You're on top of my list in everything,
You don't understand the joy you bring.

To my heart and life and all I do,
I just wanted to say... "THANK YOU!"