Sunday 28 September 2008

Momma thinks I'm in love

Today, my family and Mr. Goh had a wonderful family outting, bonding kinda of thing.
It was all good and all except for the fact I didn't get my sleep after shooting hoops.....
Anyway, after all the shouting, complaining , digging and sweat.
Yea thats how we do it, we a family yall thats how we roll..... xD.
After 4 hours of work I decided to take a break, I sat infront of my mom and it came to me...
I asked my mom" Hey! mom, I notice I haven't been taking my breakfast and skipping lunch for a very long time"....

Whats wrong with me?!?!

She replied, I think you're in love.... O.o
Then again, I think she's right... =\
I don't think..... I've ever really been in love like this before.

Friday 19 September 2008

Girl's Diary vs Boy's Diary

HER DIARY.

Day night, I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a cafe to have some coffee. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment. Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk, he agreed but he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing."I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry. On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say, "I love you,too." When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched TV.; he seemed distant and absent. Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed. I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation
but he had fallen asleep. I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep. I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else. My life is gonna be a disaster. ____________ _________ _________ _



HIS DIARY=========

Today Chelsea drew with Manchester Utd.
DAMN IT.

LOL!! CHELSEA CHELSEA!

Friday 12 September 2008

D3 FORM?

Wondering about the title? YEAP I got 2 D3 forms in a day thanks to??? FUCKED UP INSIGNIFICANT BITCH PN. Zurina. As some of you may not know... I had a fight with her last Tuesday regarding the usage of liquid paper in our school compound. As you may know the form 5 students now are having trials... and the pressure is on as SPM is only around the block. During the trial papers to be exact during English paper 2, Pn. Zurina came in for relieve and the second she steps into the class everyone that were using liquid paper would hide it...

As for me I didn't really notice until she stood right infront of my desk, as her hand slowly reaches her hand toward my liquid paper. As my instincts told me to reach back out for it so I did and we were sort of having a tug-of-war during that time, I pulled away the liquid paper as hard as I could away from her. Such a bitch. Anyway, as soon as I pulled away she reaches for my Identification Card. Rage filled me up like when water fills the submarine's ballast tank, I got up walked toward her and yelled at her. She got so terrified and got behind my Science teacher thats when I just walked back to my place to finish my paper, if it wasn't for my Science teacher Pn. Zur would probably be in her grave right now.....

Two days later, I found out that Pn. Zur wrote a D3 form based on what happen and when I viewed her statement on what happen, I just couldn't hold in my anger anymore. She wrote that I lifted my hand on her and I was about to hit her or some shit like that. First of all, I never did raise my hand on her and if I did she wouldn't even be in school..... She put words into my actions which I never did commit and the discipline teacher is taking Pn. Zur's side I mean yea its my word agains a teachers who would he believe... So fine, I was ok with that at first... Then after that, I went back to class and decided to write an apology note.. I was wrong I admitted, I passed it on to her I didn't expect her to forgive me atleast just talk about it. She came back to me and said people don't apologise through notes. As soon as the second paper was over I walked over to her place and apologise and told her I wanted to talk about what she wrote in the D3 form that she summited in.... that things that she comment about how I treaten her life... which I never did, but I wanted to.

So then, we talked for awhile and then I told her please don't exaggerate on what happen she replied, "I don't exaggerate". I stoned for awhile and said you are doing it right now.... Next thing i knew, she just came out and said "Do you want another D3 form" I stared down on her and said "Do whatever you want just make sure the truth is written down this time when you fill in this D3 form". Thats all of it, I hope she burns in hell.

Its a wonderful day.

Saturday 6 September 2008

Your love is an exponent of me breathing

"How we met was due to fate and trying to be your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was way beyond my control".

Truth is, I want all the same things that you want. I do.....
And I want them with you, all over again.