Girl's Diary vs Boy's Diary
HER DIARY.
Day night, I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a cafe to have some coffee. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment. Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk, he agreed but he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing."I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry. On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say, "I love you,too." When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched TV.; he seemed distant and absent. Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed. I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation
but he had fallen asleep. I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep. I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else. My life is gonna be a disaster. ____________ _________ _________ _
HIS DIARY=========
Today Chelsea drew with Manchester Utd.
DAMN IT.
LOL!! CHELSEA CHELSEA!
Friday, 19 September 2008
Friday, 12 September 2008
D3 FORM?
Wondering about the title? YEAP I got 2 D3 forms in a day thanks to??? FUCKED UP INSIGNIFICANT BITCH PN. Zurina. As some of you may not know... I had a fight with her last Tuesday regarding the usage of liquid paper in our school compound. As you may know the form 5 students now are having trials... and the pressure is on as SPM is only around the block. During the trial papers to be exact during English paper 2, Pn. Zurina came in for relieve and the second she steps into the class everyone that were using liquid paper would hide it...
As for me I didn't really notice until she stood right infront of my desk, as her hand slowly reaches her hand toward my liquid paper. As my instincts told me to reach back out for it so I did and we were sort of having a tug-of-war during that time, I pulled away the liquid paper as hard as I could away from her. Such a bitch. Anyway, as soon as I pulled away she reaches for my Identification Card. Rage filled me up like when water fills the submarine's ballast tank, I got up walked toward her and yelled at her. She got so terrified and got behind my Science teacher thats when I just walked back to my place to finish my paper, if it wasn't for my Science teacher Pn. Zur would probably be in her grave right now.....
Two days later, I found out that Pn. Zur wrote a D3 form based on what happen and when I viewed her statement on what happen, I just couldn't hold in my anger anymore. She wrote that I lifted my hand on her and I was about to hit her or some shit like that. First of all, I never did raise my hand on her and if I did she wouldn't even be in school..... She put words into my actions which I never did commit and the discipline teacher is taking Pn. Zur's side I mean yea its my word agains a teachers who would he believe... So fine, I was ok with that at first... Then after that, I went back to class and decided to write an apology note.. I was wrong I admitted, I passed it on to her I didn't expect her to forgive me atleast just talk about it. She came back to me and said people don't apologise through notes. As soon as the second paper was over I walked over to her place and apologise and told her I wanted to talk about what she wrote in the D3 form that she summited in.... that things that she comment about how I treaten her life... which I never did, but I wanted to.
So then, we talked for awhile and then I told her please don't exaggerate on what happen she replied, "I don't exaggerate". I stoned for awhile and said you are doing it right now.... Next thing i knew, she just came out and said "Do you want another D3 form" I stared down on her and said "Do whatever you want just make sure the truth is written down this time when you fill in this D3 form". Thats all of it, I hope she burns in hell.
Its a wonderful day.
As for me I didn't really notice until she stood right infront of my desk, as her hand slowly reaches her hand toward my liquid paper. As my instincts told me to reach back out for it so I did and we were sort of having a tug-of-war during that time, I pulled away the liquid paper as hard as I could away from her. Such a bitch. Anyway, as soon as I pulled away she reaches for my Identification Card. Rage filled me up like when water fills the submarine's ballast tank, I got up walked toward her and yelled at her. She got so terrified and got behind my Science teacher thats when I just walked back to my place to finish my paper, if it wasn't for my Science teacher Pn. Zur would probably be in her grave right now.....
Two days later, I found out that Pn. Zur wrote a D3 form based on what happen and when I viewed her statement on what happen, I just couldn't hold in my anger anymore. She wrote that I lifted my hand on her and I was about to hit her or some shit like that. First of all, I never did raise my hand on her and if I did she wouldn't even be in school..... She put words into my actions which I never did commit and the discipline teacher is taking Pn. Zur's side I mean yea its my word agains a teachers who would he believe... So fine, I was ok with that at first... Then after that, I went back to class and decided to write an apology note.. I was wrong I admitted, I passed it on to her I didn't expect her to forgive me atleast just talk about it. She came back to me and said people don't apologise through notes. As soon as the second paper was over I walked over to her place and apologise and told her I wanted to talk about what she wrote in the D3 form that she summited in.... that things that she comment about how I treaten her life... which I never did, but I wanted to.
So then, we talked for awhile and then I told her please don't exaggerate on what happen she replied, "I don't exaggerate". I stoned for awhile and said you are doing it right now.... Next thing i knew, she just came out and said "Do you want another D3 form" I stared down on her and said "Do whatever you want just make sure the truth is written down this time when you fill in this D3 form". Thats all of it, I hope she burns in hell.
Its a wonderful day.
Saturday, 6 September 2008
Your love is an exponent of me breathing
"How we met was due to fate and trying to be your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was way beyond my control".
Truth is, I want all the same things that you want. I do.....
And I want them with you, all over again.
Sunday, 31 August 2008
SH!T !!! We stepped on Sh%t (I'm yours for the taking)
Where do we go from here?
As you can guess this horrible picture was taken by a guy named Kim Ngiam a.k.a John. This picture was taken yesterday as we were on our way to dinner, we had a really long walk to Wong Kwok but it was worth it in the end. We pretty much spend the whole night together Emily and I walking through dark alleys, swinging ourselfs at the park, talking about dog poop and something about people mugging us... the usual stuff you know xD. As for John he had his fair share of fun eating at Prince Cafe it was all good. The night was great despite the fact that my leg was bleeding I still had a great night =].On the 29th of August I and a few random people decided to be dead historical heroes.
Before I took the role as H.S Lee I thought, what the heck. Its not like anyone I know would be coming right.... That morning itself, one whole stretch of people I knew actually came to school all of us got nervous and all of a sudden everyone. Not just me but everyone "somehow" had blader problem. I laughed cause those who were wearing the Sari and all was asking around "How do I pee in this" xD. That was a real killer haihz.... As we got on stage we tried our best not to smile at anyone. Most of us failed, there were just too many people shouting and cheering which just makes you blush. We're all failures =\.
First time in history all the historical hero's took a picture together and IN COLOUR!
Another great performance
We'll it's INDEPENDENCE DAY!!!! We're all suppose to be free... Yet here we are, stuck at home getting ready for the next world war. SPM .
Monday, 18 August 2008
What a joke......
So there's this guy he was a sad sad person.... He was born with only one testicle and so at the age of 14 his friend decided to give him a nickname ONE STONE. After all the teasing and insults, he got pissed of and warned everyone "The next one who calls me ONE STONE will get it". Two years later, a girl named blu bird just found out that everyone nicknamed him one stone so she yelled out his name ONE STONED hear it and brought her to the forest and raped her day and night until she died.... A month later, a girl named yellow bird came along and heard his nickname to and started to laugh ONE STONE go so angry and did the same thing to the previous girl. WHY didnt yellow bird die.....
You know what the anwser was..... You can't kill two birds with one stone..
It wasn't really funny but coming it coming from my mom was xD....
Anyway yesterday my class group decided to go for some SPM seminar at KBU, which I was really tempted to skip it and rush of to One Utama but decided not to... =] see what an angel I can be sometimes... The KBU hall was pretty packed and there were tones and tones of girls anywhere you turn..... My dear friend CHEE GUAN was practically drooling over every single girl that passed by him xD..... Anyway after the seminar ended, we headed back to Kar ling's house to see the PUPPIES!!!! they are so freaking cute and lovely!!!!
L:R= E.T, Laywon, Black, Drooler
Are they give tongue to tongue?
world meet ALBA!
Sunday, 17 August 2008
*pokes*
Hellooo. I know I've not been a very good sister. My apologies. >.<
But heres something for you.
Anyone can stand by you when you're right,but a friend will stand by you even when you're wrong.
A simple friend identifies himself when he calls, a real friend doesnt have to.
A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life.
A real friend says," What's new with you?"
A simple friend thinks the problems you whine about are recent.
A real friend says,"You've been whining about the same thing for 14 years.Get off your duff and do something about it."
A simple friend has never seen you cry.A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.
A simple friend doesnt know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.
A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed.A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.
A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.
A simple friend,when visiting,acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.
A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.
A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.A real friend expects to always be there for you.
Just so you know that I'll always be here for you and dont keep every thing to yourself. Its not healthy!!
=)
But heres something for you.
Anyone can stand by you when you're right,but a friend will stand by you even when you're wrong.
A simple friend identifies himself when he calls, a real friend doesnt have to.
A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life.
A real friend says," What's new with you?"
A simple friend thinks the problems you whine about are recent.
A real friend says,"You've been whining about the same thing for 14 years.Get off your duff and do something about it."
A simple friend has never seen you cry.A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.
A simple friend doesnt know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.
A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed.A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.
A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.
A simple friend,when visiting,acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.
A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.
A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.A real friend expects to always be there for you.
Just so you know that I'll always be here for you and dont keep every thing to yourself. Its not healthy!!
=)
Friday, 15 August 2008
Everything in transit.
Two to one, static to the sound of you and I.
Undone for the last time and there this was hiding at the bottom of your swimming pool some September and don't you think I wish I could stay.
Your lips give you away.
I can hear it, the jet engine through the center of the storm and I'm thinking.
I'd Prefer not to be rescued.
Two to none roads that lead away from this, I'm following myself just this once and I've got spun. It appears you're spun as well It happens when you pay attention.
This could take all year, but when it's quiet, does she hear me?
Jettisoned to the center of the storm and I'm thinking I Prefer not to be rescued Oh, I can feel her, she's dying just to keep me cool I'm finally numb, so please......
Don't get me
rescued...
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