Every men`s life is determine by his decisions. You make a good one you've made a better future for yourself but you make a bad one and you're screwed. Real life and high school are two very different things you can make as many mistakes as you want in high school but when it comes to life you don't have the privilege or the luxury to make mistakes like that.... If you think what you see is what you get, then do me a favor and slap the fuck out of yourself back to reality. Life's a bitch, wake up and smell it. Face reality, do what you have to do to get by. Take matters in to your own hands, have a firm grip of your life cause you are not a kid anymore. GROW UP. Reason out your actions cause one day its gonna turnaround and fuck you right in the ass and all you can do is say "dude you were right man" or i could say " i told you so." things change don't be too sure to judge. Don't do something cause you want her to be happy, her to be secure do it cause you want both of you to be happy and secure for the wider picture. Don't go doing something stupid and later on regret it... Life bites and it bites hard. I know cause I fucking felt it. So take my advice, it may not be much but just be smart with the decisions that you`re making because that's how every men`s life is determined.

I know I must have missed it a day or two

And I know it must have meant a lot to you

Others may see that I’m not good for you

Other may say he’s nothing but a lazy tool

I know it’s been hard to have me in your life

I know you’ve also made many sacrifice

You’ve been there with me through thick and thin

I don’t know why I’m still caving in

I know I must have lost my sight

A light that seem so dull yet now so bright

Your love has made its mark on me

For that is your love and will forever be what I see

I hope our love will stay constantly true

As I hope to be your only fool

A fool for life

A fool for you

Nothing is amazing as being with you

I ain't gonna try no more
I'm done with all these distraction
I just want you



only you...


butterfly kisses

i want to love you
and shower you with care
i want to be there for you
even when you don't want me there

i want to be yours
make no mistake
i`ll stand in front of a car for you
if that's what it takes.

I've been standing here alone
waiting for you
hoping. wishing
you'll want me too

but sometimes things don't go well
as planned
sometimes third parties come
into hand

now you're spending minutes
and crossing states
its killing me to think
am i getting played

i give you my heart
i'd give you my soul
i'm telling you this cause its
not just for show

i want you
i deeply do
question is
do you want me too?

Your face says what it says.
Your eyes they speak with mine,
I know just what it takes,
to make you smile awhile.




Words they say too much


love comes in silence.

why have you been flying by?
you better come back tonight, alone.
i don't want to somehow let you slip away
there's nothing i believe in more than us
nothing is real without you here with me

I'm trying to be strong,
But the strength i have is washing away.
It wont be long,
before i get you by my side
and just.....
hold you,
tease you,
squeeze you and all thats on my mind.